tears

i cried

tears came down in torrents

i'm not sure why i cried.

cuz of the loss of 7000NTD?

cuz I thought my mom has prejudice against me?

cuz I thought my mom treats me unfairly,

that she is way too subjective, grumpy, immature, showing her own anxiety and pressure in the worst way...

or cuz my dad's blaze of anger

cuz i realized how great I had disappointed him and how great i was disappointed by'em


what i had accused my mom of may be what she had blamed me for



seriously,

we all suck so badly.



i hate to cry



minutes ago..

i cried so hard



i need support


thirst for it




i dont think i can guide my own way with the right attitude since then

disoriented


lost



help me



life should be driven by _____ .








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