i'm so damned rubbishy.
it has been an year.
wtf am I doing now?
fuck you
damn it
i'm way too introverted
why cant i be more eager?
shouldnt i strive for my own future?
perhaps, i shouldn't blame you
i should be responsible for my own life
it's all about creating and seizing opportunities
and i suck awfully in this aspect
hopelessly furious
aint ppl there to hold me
moody
you have a strong impact on me
it agonizes me when I can't tell you how much I care'bout you.
in agony