good at everything
sports, art, misic and academic
also "keeping an infectious up-beat spirit"
and willing to give my time and energy
the fact is that i'm real rubbish
always living in the past
when can I learn to let go of them
waiting like an utter moron
blaming for their cruelties and coolnesses
simultaneously, suffering
in deep agony and it just happens on and on
on the edge of collapse
shattered already
still waiting for your reply like an idiot
at least it had some positive impacts
or perhaps,
torture
i dont think that i can stand it anymore
