sigh

ㄟ我好閑
我都不知道要做麼
剛開學這種時光
還挺不錯的
其實我現在根本沒有什麼目的
是一個很智障的競爭= =
想知道我跟你講阿:D
哈哈哈哈

還有件事情令我很憂鬱
就是我今天早上
在床上半睡不醒 昏昏沉沉 不算有意識時
我的室友看到我在挖鼻屎
這真的很.........
我整個人弓起來
後來還假裝在摸鼻翼= =
漸漸轉身
好討厭的感覺...............

that's dorm life

I am so gonna smack myself

dang it
I really hate the way I'm living now
especially yesterday

spending a day exterminating that red ribbon,
letting all stuff undone,
my room still horrifying, might mess up my entire life if a friend of mine sight it
I didn't take a bath diligently, that's a real shame, like things my bro does
so many goals yet fulfilled: to finish up Pride and Prejudice, Death of the Salesman, God Father, Driver's license, a weaving gift, Bean Flower's gift, several novels, biking....
I was no doubt ruining my winter vacation
not to mention my health

most of all
I didnt pay great effort contacting with my friends
that made me so ashamed of myself
what was I doing
living in my own fantasy, sloppily
I wonder how inferior I am feeling now
shame on me

past, fantasy, fiction...
never living at present

dont think Master Ooway can help me

maybe a shower right away will help



help me.